Squegee

Reading back I’m stunned to learn how naïve I was. Being single is not a bad thing. Nonetheless, if my old self time travelled to see the new me, we would highly disagree. Living life isn’t all about finding ones match and extending the family. It’s more like a box of chocolates! It’s quite simple finding oneself comes first. Upon completing that hurtle one will learn more from life then they can recap. “Learning to love yourself is first step that you take when you want to be real.” Just Be

SLIPPING INTO Toad Rd. Misplaced my frog. I can't find my beach ball; I can't make him understand. Riding on the edge. Looking for my friend. Dustin fell in the dark ditch and can't climb out. I'll crawl in the pit and bathe in the mudd. Thrown into the cage of steady is so boring.

I am beyond tired, beyond stressed, beyond frustrated, and beyond annoyed. Understanding the truth behind masks, lies and SIN, doubtingly I only saw potential, the positive in people. It has failed over and over; no longer can I trust, no longer does the good in people out shine the horrid. What are we; sinful, soulless humans, full of pure hate, jealousy and false leading desires/dreams?  Mutilating ones persona/life to reach the top of the ladder; is this great success?  We put up walls/boundaries/rules, stab our co-workers, prevent growth of others, and sacrifice our happiness in order to pursue this wretched kingdom of false success. I am